Quinn Tajima's Online Blog Thing

Well I did believe that the ELE and the BHH are sort of different sides of the same coin...

But... it seems to be these VILLAIN people don't realize if you break down to anarchy, people will make alliances to protect themselves from others which is... sort of like the start of government?

I'm always of the firm belief government should stay out of my business unless I needed protection but government still has a purpose and unavoidable.

I have no idea what happened a few days ago but I couldn't help but be very amused by it. Probably because it wasn't happening to me.

[Private to Greta, Nick, Jamie, Tash, Agnes, Regina, Kai, and Esme]

I'm thinking tonight will be sushi, ice cream, and movie. I deserve it because not only is it my birthday, it has been seven years that I emerged as the Ogre

Who's in?

[Private to Jamie]

Just so you know, I hate you.

I'm still not used to this magic thing. I feel like such a n00b.

I'm... kind of shrinking right now and I can't seem to reverse it. I think I managed to stop it or slow it down but I can't seem to get back to my normal height. Little (!) help?

And yes, you can laugh at me. Laugh at me all you want. It fuels my powers! MWA HAHAHA.

Seriously. I'd rather be shrinking than being an Ogre.

By the way... uh... who has my powers? As soon as I get this straightened out, I will give you tranquilizer in case you feel an episode coming on.

[Private to Greta]

Are you okay? It seems like you disappeared.

What the fuck is this little cute monster thing doing at the end of my bed? Judy? Is your relatives in town and decided they had a thing for Asian Sometimes Ogres?

It's making me giggle and it seems to like it.

My roommate has triggered "The Clean One" and is cleaning our room. Does anyone else have a mess they would like him to clean up before I reset him? >:D

Thank god for it though... one of those pumpkins followed me into my room and exploded.

Well, I decided to actually have a life and take the night off for Beatrix's birthday party. I have a small problem with a costume though, which I once again procrastinated with. I pondered going as the Snowmobiler but... I think very few people would get it.

Does anyone have any ideas? Jamie? Greta? Nick?

I'm not dead even though I contemplated it for Halloween.

No, I've just been drowning in school work and actual work. Yes, I'm an apprentice for the Snowmobiler and he's been keeping me busy. I'm also looking for another part time job so if anyone has any leads, let me know.

Um... so update me. What has people been doing?

I'm so glad that shit is over. Now vacation can truly begin. I suppose it was still a learning experience. And I'm so happy I did not get bitten.

I've come a long way in just a few months. I think I got passed my block I had. I was able to transform and have some control over my actions. All it took was a pregnant lady and a horde of zombies to focus on. I still can't say that I have absolute control. Because I don't. No where near. My ogre form has a lesser intelligence after all. It may sound stupid but I feel I have almost reached an understanding with the ogre I guess. That is not to say that when I get angry I won't transform. I will still transform. But the inner struggle is definitely not as bad.

You know, this is probably the first time I actually feel... optimistic for the future. It is just like me that it took a zombie attack which made everyone so pessimistic that would make me the opposite. I find it rather amusing actually.

( Private to Greta, Jamie, Tibby, Esme, Nick )

Oh Shit! I lost Clarence and I can't find Jamie! It is just me and a mop. Clarence! Jamie! Please answer this post!

Oh Fu-

Fuck Zombies. I swear, this week has been the week from hell. I knew I shouldn't have said, "Well, things can't get worse" because they clearly can.

I'm in Capes at the moment. Does anyone know where they could be a broom? This kid is freaking out for one.

( Private to Greta and Jamie and Nick and Esme )

Why does it suck so badly to do the right thing?

On the plus side, I have an addendum to add to my Transformative Theory assignment: Mind over matter. It's a wonderful thing.

Fuck Finals. How can I think of finals at a time like this?

( Private to Jamie )

( Private to Nick )

( Private to Greta )

So I got bored and Regina's birthday buddy got me curious to find out who was born on my birthday. Besides, I need to take my mind off

So some worth mentioning people born on Nov 13:

Yoshimi Ishibashi- Japanese racecar driver FUCK YEAH
Whoopi Goldberg- I think we all know who this is >.>
Robert Louis Stevenson- Writer who wrote Treasure Island and Kidnapped. I did a book report for Treasure Island in the 5th grade. Only book I really enjoyed reading. I mean what 10 year old boy didn't like pirates?

And that's it. Nothing more productive in this post.

[PRIVATE TO GRETA AND JAMIE]

Dr. Curie-Capet suspects my mom. What should I do? Should I plant something to throw her off mom's track or what?

Another social event, another punch bowl to get familiar with. I'll admit, I had a blast at my High School prom. Greta and I went together and just sort of goofed off. Most flattering picture of the two of us ever, I swear. I might as well go so I can stop feeling so antsy of when they'll figure it out. If anyone wants me to take them or want company, I don't know how good of company I'll be, but the offer's there I guess. Please, someone who talks a lot so I can just forget about

Friday night was pretty eventful. I kicked Jamie's ass at Halo. At imaginary Halo He may win the lottory but he still can't match my reflexes.

[Private to Jamie]

If anyone asks, I was with you on Friday night and we watched random episodes of CSI on DVD and played Halo. Okay?

[Private to Greta]

Hey thanks. If I get caught, I acted alone.

[Private to Self]

Fuuuck. I wonder how long it will be until they figure it out. I accidentally took the lock home in my backpack. I could have just locked it like normal and just have Professor Curie-Capet just think she misplaced it but because I was a bit nervous and just plain didn't want to do it, I screwed it up.

You know, I think I'd rather Professor Curie-Capet discover and perfect the superhuman as opposed to Mom.

I'm so tired. I didn't sleep at all last night.

So I lost the baby but I'm pretty sure that I don't like spouting everything in my mind out for everyone to see. This goes to show how much I really care about my grade.

So let's just forget about what I said last week. It wasn't me. It was my evil twin. The end.

I seriously have no idea what is going on right now. It's like when I open my mouth I can't control what comes out of it. I'm revealing huge secrets I haven't told anyone ever! So just ignore me, please.

It's just so embarrassing! It's like mom's experiments all over again or the fact that my sister beat up a kid in elementary school who kept on bullying me. I mean, this is my sister we're talking about. This kid... used to pick me up and toss me into a dumpster or into the toilet. I fought back once and that resulted in a plethora of swirlies, pink bellies, and Indian burns. Then Stacy heard about it from someone and confronted the kid and punched his nose out of joint. He left me alone after that. But still, I was so embarrassed that day. I mean, I should be able to defend myself but I can't. Even now, The Ogre is what protects me but not the usual me.

I really hate being The Ogre. Imagine being constantly afraid of getting overly worked up and losing control. It's so much easier to not care.

Oh yeah... I fucking hate my name. Quinn is a girl's name but then again, Dr. Sadism doesn't like men very much and wanted me to be a girl. If I ever have a son, he is getting the most plain name ever. But I probably won't have a kid considering I'm kind of afraid to have sex because I really paranoid of someone saying the classic Asian stereotype at me. And it's even worse considering I'm just not attracted to Asian women. I like blonds with huge boobs. That is my type of choice. You know what is even more hot? A girl who is mechanical savvy. Mason would be the perfect girl for me if she were just blond and had a bigger chest. So would Tibby but Tibby kind of falls into the category of almost Greta at the moment. Although I had a huge crush on Greta when we were five. That is why I pulled her hair and destroyed her sand castles and other stuff. I would still do that anyway but more in a brotherly way. Annie Brewski is a goddess among women. She's the almost perfect girl in practically every way. She's nice and kind and funny not to mention very attractive. She's also a very dominant personality. I find strong women to be an incredible turn on. I'm sure if I wasn't terrified of alcohol causing me to transform, her powers would be another asset. Granted, I don't know her on a personal level so this is all speculation from observation. She could be a hag in private. I don't know.

The alcohol thing is weird because it still makes me feel uncomfortable. The unpredictability behind it yet both times I was drunk, I was a very happy drunk. I'm also a cuddler even though I woke up after one of these incidences next to Jamie. We swear we wouldn't speak of it, ever.

I think I must have caught something at the party or something. Luckily it is no stroke (that was weak whoever did that by the way) or acting weird but it seems to just be the flu. I really don't think I will be able to make it to class today and Jamie or Saoirse or Esme? Could one of you get me some nyquil extra strength? I want to sleep but my stuffed nose and sore throat won't let me. I didn't sleep barely at all last night and everything feels all underwatery. I'm pretty sure I have a fever too. This fucking blows especially for this project. I still have the baby and we were able to fend off the other team attacking us the other day. I think I may still be able to protect the baby regardless

I really wanted to go to the hospital to visit Nick, but I'm not sure if I can make it.